Sunday, August 10, 2008

My social network


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Squidoo

I have gotten hooked on Squidoo. I am on there all the time. I have two lenses I put together. I put all of my favorite links and ideas into them. Please feel free to visit them. http://www.squidoo.com/athomesuccess http://www.squidoo.com/dollarsaved







Saturday, August 9, 2008

The Blame Game

I don't know about in your family but anytime anything goes wrong around here, it's my fault. I have pretty much come to realize that I am going to be blamed. I can pick up my teenager's clothes off the floor and wash them...they get mad because they weren't dirty! Why were they on the floor? I have decided to write off everyone but my mom, my grandpa and immediate family...other than that, I don't communicate with anyone...why? Why set myself up for failure and frustration?

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Ups and Downs

Yesterday my husband accused me of cheating with the neighbor's boyfriend. He took his medicine and got over it. My son went off on me and told me that my animals stunk and I needed to get rid of them. The whole time, the unusual odor was coming from the laundry which I haven't had time to do! I finally worked on it yesterday. Six people in this house and I can't get any help! I am so frustrated. They know I love my pets. I would rather deal with them than people. Our other next door neighbor's cable has been turned off and my husband got them started wanting to borrow dvds day and night. I am exhausted!










Thursday, July 31, 2008

Working Out Constantly

I am exhausted. My husband and I have been working out everyday. We either walk or weight train. I am trying very hard to regain my girly figure. I think maybe it will make me feel better about myself. I am disgusted with family and don't even think I will go to another reunion this summer.









Sunday, July 27, 2008

Why Don't People Like Me?


I don't understand because I am so nice to people. People hate me everywhere I go. I promise that I am not being paranoid. That's why I can't even work anymore. I am supposed to go to this social anxiety group on Tuesday evenings but I am too stressed about going to even go!!!!!

Husband Refuses to Quit

My husband refuses to quit smoking. Believe me, it will be the death of him! Went to his family reunion yesterday...lots of fun. His family barely spoke to me. His mother didn't say not even one word to me. It was awkward. I am disliking people more everyday. I hide in my house most days. My eight year old cried all day yesterday because he said no one liked him or wanted to play with him. I could relate because that's how I feel most days. The social anxiety gets worse everyday. To make it worse...my weight has me very depressed.