Saturday, March 29, 2008

Still haven't talked to daughter

I got paid from ASI and so did my husband. Things are looking up financially! It looks like we will finally start getting caught up on bills. My cell phone is still oily! I haven't talked to my daughter today. I am not sure if I should call her or not. What do you think?










Friday, March 28, 2008

My apologies

To my readers, I am sorry about my last post. I just really had a bad day. I took a long nap and I feel a lot better. I haven't mentioned before...I have some of my photos that I have taken at the bottom of this page. If anyone is interested in any of my photography....please contact me.







really need to vent throught the tears

You know....it seems like everyone always says things like that no one wants to hear my problems because they have problems of their own! I tell you that this is where I can vent. I have to have somewhere. This is the worst day ever. I am already worried about money. I am worried about my son who is in boy's prison because he wouldn't listen. My husband has schizophrenia and is paranoid every other day. I woke up at 2:30 p.m. today. I was sick like usual. I have been wondering what in the world is going on with me. I haven't been able to work and this only makes things worse financially. My husband's social security is just not enough. I have worked 2-3 jobs forever. I am tired. I have realized that all of my health problems are related to the dumb ass doctor who took me off hormone replacement after my hysterectomy. I am experiencing menopausal symptoms. I swear of it. Man, I am going to go on and on with this post, I know. Let me tell you about my daughter. She knows that my husband is paranoid. She will say things in front of him about how I have other men. I don't! That's the last of my concerns. I am bi-polar myself...high functioning but never the less I am bi-polar. I have one child with bi-polar, one with schizophrenia and the one at boy's school is a sociopath! Having other men is the last of my concerns. She knows this will get him going. The other day I decide to snoop through her myspace and read some messages which sure sound like her 13 year old butt is having sex! I don't know where or how because she goes nowhere. All hell breaks lose with me and her. Now, she's twice as disrespectful. I am on the phone today to find a new doctor for myself and she's mocking me and everything I say. She's on the other line talking to her friend about how stupid I am...blah, blah, blah. I can't even finish my call. I get off the phone and proceed to beating the daylights out of her. I mean I never,ever spank her but I temporarily lost my mind! She is calling me names. I got her dropped off to her biological dad's family (who is no help) and am just hysterical. Her dad was abusive to me....check out my blog about abused women. That's him I am writing about. I call my mom for support. Do you know what that woman told me? This is the woman who was abusive to me! I have tried my best to never ever be physical with my children for that reason but damn, I can't have my own child treating me this way! She told me that I should never have lost control. She tells me that since the Bible says that race mixing is wrong and I went against the bible that this is my punishment with my kids! She had the audacity to part her lips and speak from an ignorant, non-educated mind and say that stupid shit. Yes, I am cussing but hey, this is my domain. I am venting! I am very upset! Then, I take my cell phone which I cherish and put it on my charger on the kitchen counter. I am looking everywhere for the thing. Understand, I have had it for almost a year with Sprint! I have never had one. I have done a wonderful job keeping up with it and the bill! I am calling it. I just know I have lost my mind because what could I have done with it. It had fallen upside down in my frydaddy full of oil hanging from the damn charger. It is saturated! By the good grace of God after cleaning it up, everything but the ringer works! I have 60 days to notify my insurance company and pay a $50 deductible but they don't cover water damage! I guess this includes oil...lol. I have to laugh....I have cried all day. I guess I will have to tell them it was stolen. I don't care. For now, it vibrates. All I can do is write. You know, my mom put me through that racist crap when I was 13 until I grew up. I haven't heard those words since I was young. I can't believe she considers my kids some sort of mongrel debomination. I had to hang up....I was going to say something I would regret. Thanks for all of the comments. I do use angelfood ministries.... thanks for thinking of me. You have no idea how important it is to me to have this blog to vent to. I swear I better not hear one more person tell me to roll with the punches....not today! I am going to pull a Scarlet O-Hara and lay down for a nap.......







Thursday, March 27, 2008

To all

Things are starting to look up a little. I have the business which I do from home. The kids are still wacky as ever but I love them to death. My husband is still needy as well as the kids but with my working at home, I am able to give everyone what they need. I am still under the weather with aches and creaks but it's getting better. I would love to hear from my readers. thayes1106@hotmail.com I am sorry I have been neglecting you. I am not sure why you are still around. I guess my life is stranger than fiction. lol!












Monday, March 24, 2008

Photobucket Album

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Job opportunity 4 u

I am working for ASI in the human resource dept. I am looking for some good people who want to work from home. This is a legitimate business. You don't have to pay to get started. There is no investment costs! The company sells healthcare savings plans. Please contact me by email at thayes1106@hotmail.com






Tuesday, March 18, 2008

I Have a New Opportunity

I have ran into the most amazing company! I am still pinching myself! I now work at home! It is so exciting! It is a healthcare savings plan with awesome coverage and rates. You also get a Govias Motorola phone with 250 minutes....no credit check or contract! Please call for the information: 1-800-929-8344; give them this rep number: 249514




Premier Plan Overview
The Premier Plan is a Hospital, Physician and Dental Referral Service.
The Premier plan is a savings plan not insurance and comes with six health benefits, two policies and two members-only benefits as outlined below. The Premier Plan has no health restrictions and all preexisting conditions such as pregnancy, diabetes, heart disease, stroke, cancer and any elective or cosmetic procedures are covered and qualify immediately without a waiting period. Our savings plan offers immediate savings and is a great stand-alone program for someone who perhaps doesn't have coverage, can't qualify for coverage or simply can't afford coverage. However, it works just as well as a supplement for someone that already has coverage. Basically, anyone who ever needs medical attention will save money with our plan.

The Premier Plan health benefits include:

Health care - Members of the plan will save 30-40% and more on all hospital stays and doctor visits. This includes outpatient, inpatient, hospital stays, or any procedure performed by a participating doctor.
Dental Care - Participating dentist have agreed to provide members and their families with preferred prices that feature savings of up to 60%, sometimes more. It covers examinations, cleanings, x-rays, all dental procedures including orthodontics and cosmetic procedures. Once again, all preexisting dental problems qualify with no waiting period. All of our dentist are in private practice and are members of the American Dental association.
Optical Coverage. Members and their families will save up to 60% on eye care needs. Prescription glasses, contacts and eye exams are available at over 2500 optical centers nationwide such as Sears, JC Penney, participating Pearl Vision centers and many others. There is no limit to the number of glasses purchased per family!
RX plan. We provide a walk-in prescription card that can be used at most pharmacies throughout the country including some of the most familiar outlets such as Wal-Mart, Kmart, CVS, and Osco - 85% of the pharmacies nationwide participate in our program. Members will save an average of 21% on each prescription. Name brand and generic prescriptions are covered. We cover every prescription medication and there are no limits to the number of prescriptions that can be filled. Membership also enables participants to save about half of what they would normally spend by using our home delivery system for medications. Most of our associates and members will use this for their maintenance medications.
Chiropractic Covereage. Members can visit their chiropractor and save up to 30-40% each visit!
The Premier Plan Policies include:

The accident plan. This plan offers members $2,000 of coverage with only a $100 deductible. Members and their families are covered at work, at home, at school or at play. Members can go to any hospital emergency room or doctor 24 hours a day, 7 days a week with no limit to the number of accidents.
Accidental death/Dismemberment. If the policy holder or a dependent is unfortunately killed in an accident, or should they be dismembered, loose a leg, arm or eyesight, their family will receive a $5,000 policy.
The Premier Plan also comes a members only benefit:

Free Cell Phone and Free cell phone minutes. After 30 days on our Premier Plan all customers and associates will receive an absolutely free cell phone and 250 minutes free each month provided by GoVios. There are no contracts or termination fees associated with the free cell phone.

Please note: Since Govios simply provides ASI, and other companies like it, mobile calling plans, you may continue with your Govios calling plan regardless of your continued association with ASI.

Note: GoVios is not a part of ASI but is an independent cell phone company that provides service to ASI members and the general public alike.
Note: This Discount Medical Program is NOT insurance

Your ID Cards and How to Use Them

Your cards will show the logo for one or more of the networks listed below. For specific questions regarding your discounts, below we have provided websites and phone numbers for your use.












Wednesday, March 12, 2008

A little better

I still haven't been able to work for a week and a half! I am weak and dizzy. It is crazy. When my kidney doesn't hurt then I have a migraine. My grandfather was taken to the hospital today by ambulance. This is the second time in the past week. I just can't imagine life without my grandpa.






Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Sick

I have been down for a week. Understand that it takes a lot for me to be so sick that I can't function at all. I was there this week. Turns out it was a kidney infection. So then by coming off all of the caffeine now I have a migraine out of this world. Coffee, drugs, pressure points, nothing at all is helping! Haven't substitute taught in a week and a half! Great, huh?








Saturday, March 8, 2008

Things are awful

I missed my kids baseball tryouts today. Their was snow on the ground. My grandfather went to the hospital this morning. My daughter has been having some problems. Everything is just awful! I am really stressed out! I haven't even had the time to write.